Sorry for being spotty then not being active at all. A lot of things have happened since I guess the last time I updated you guys, which would have been I want to say like December. Also note before you read any further I'm going to be not really ranting but just getting stuff off of my chest I guess so I might a bit down in some points and if you don't like and/or care about it you can just move on to something else on this website because I really don't want to hear anything negative.
Okay if your still here then let's get started. So I'm still working on my Digital Media AA degree and during the winter break in between semesters me and my family had to move so we didn't put up hardly any decorations and we only put up this 3 foot tree because we thought that would lighten everyone's attitude about the move. Which I guess it did kinda but with the land lord showing the house to what he thought were potential buyers during the holidays it didn't really help all that much. So we spent like the week of Christmas, Christmas day, and the week after packing and moving. So that was probably the worst Christmas I have had.
And then while we were moving and getting settled in to the new house I dealt with some depression, cause we were moving out of a house that we had loved and it was big and had land for our animals (which at the time my sister had a steer which she was showing in the county fair) to a small 2 bed/ 2 bath trailer with not a lot of land and long drive anywhere. I also think I was depressed cause I didn't go out with friends or when we did make plans something would come up and they would cancel (or in one case they came down because this was an out of town friend and just hung out with other friends of ours) or we never got a time worked out so we didn't do anything. After one too many of those things happening and seeing them post stuff on Facebook of what they were doing I end up unfriending over half of my 'friends' and only had a choice few friends along with my family on there.
After the winter break was over things seemed to be looking up. I was chugging along in school, was busy at work, still didn't go out with friends but I kinda accepted that so everything was going good, until my car broke down so then we were down to my dad's 2 1/2 seater truck. Then we were getting by on that till my dad got in to an accident while he was coming to get me from school and pretty much (excuse my language) fucked up his truck. So after dealing a week without a working vehicle we ended up buying a truck from a family friend. This one at lease fits 3 people comfortably, heck in a bind it will fit all four of us in it. The semester still wasn't over so I ended up staying with my godparents during the part of the week I had school so I could actually get to school on time and it saved on gas.
Thankfully (kinda) my laptop decided not to pretty much die on me till after the semester was over. After the semester ended (which I am happy to say I made it on to the Dean's list even after all that went down) I pretty much threw myself in to work. On top of working in the office as the office manager I began house/pet sitting for my friends and even my boss.
So overall things still aren't great and I still have some episodes of depression though thankfully they are getting further and further apart. But I'm trying to look on the bright side of things. One of the most important thing I think I learned this past six months or so is that you really do find out who your true friends are and those are the people you need to keep closes to you because they will help you no matter what.
Well that's all for this update. I hope to be a bit more active but you never know what else will happened to me so I make no promises.